It's been a month......things are so Spring-like and beautiful here in Maine.
I have been getting ready for another try at the project.....we will be at it again at the end of this month.....very exciting and scary.....but I am being positive and hopeful.

Project Failure #1

Well...I seems that my body wasn't ready to make a baby just yet........after 6 exciting weeks I lost the pregnancy.............................who knows why......it just happened......I am not being devastated.......I am concentrating on trying again when my body heals......another month and it will be back to Boston......

In other news..........Spring is here...........it's still chilly and the children must wear coats and hats.....but it's a different "chilly" and the coats will get lighter..........and the GREEN will come!!!!!!

I love Spring.............New beginnings.........hopeful........

Bye

Cautious Optimism......

That is what I am calling this phase of my little "project"........I am being cautiously optimistic so that I don't jinx anything..........

The project is in FULL SWING.........I am waiting now to see if the miracle of life will begin within me......

We shall see............................shhhhhhhhhhhhh........don;t say much yet.........just send baby wishes.........

I will return....

Nothing new on the project.....i will try again in Feb........tha's ok tho.......it will mean a November baby!!!!!!!!!!
Thats my birth month...........how fitting would that be......

2009...New Beginnings...

And a new project!!

Life changes so fast...often without ya even realizing it is happening!

SO much has changed since the Summer.

I will jump right in and say I hope to keep this space updated with lots of exciting information about my new "projects".....................................................................................................................>

I will visit My Space some.......but link back here.......

I like this space.....and the "people" I encounter here........

Join me.....

Most exciting is my baby project.........thats right!!!!!!!

I'm gonna make a baby!!!!!!!!

stay tuned for more info!!!!!!

Summer Time

I will admit...Summer is not my favorite season in Maine. It is my 3rd fave. Fall, Spring, Summer, Winter. That is the order in which I adore the seasons here in Maine.
This Summer has gone kinda fast. It is already JULY! It really has to slow down a little or it will pass me by without enough beach time.
I am a little melancoly this Summer. Not sure why but I know I will find my happiness again soon.

I am adopting a new daughter. She is not so new....she is 6....but she is full of life.....curiosity.....challenges and love!!!!!!

I learn from her everyday.....just as she learns from me.

Her big sister is still adjusting but I know they are loving being sisters.
It has to be hard to have a little sister after 7 years alone.
We have alot of Mommy/Zoe dates to assure we don't lose our connection......

Hmmmm......

Life is hot right now.....sticky....sweaty.....muggy.......hot............yuck.......gonna go have a water war with the children...................

Time to begin...

I suppose today is as good as any to begin this little "blog" adventure. I've have diary type places before...but technology has gotten so advanced...I think I like this BLOGGER place. So...today I shall begin my blog and see where it takes me.